you gonna fuck me real hard kappa?!

Time passes by like sweet poetry,
with life slipping by ever so quickly.
Without realizing, we grow and grow.
Till the day comes,
when threes no where else to go.
Some people die,
with total disappointment.
While other pass,
with much satisfaction.
But being young is beautiful,
for time is plentiful.
And it is still up to you,
to make life wonderful.


so, i was going through my old stuff
a week back, and i found some
of my old poetry material.
came across this piece and i thought
of sharing it.

well,
had training just now,
so, i think i did pretty decent.
not good, but decent.
obviously, i made a few bad moves.
but thats the whole point of practicing isnt it?
to improve on the wrongs and work towards
the rights.
well, anywayz
after training, this 'guy'
came up to me and said,
"wan, you better wake up.dont make me fuck you real hard."
i was laughing when i heard this,
but politely enough, i covered my mouth with my tshirt.
well, heres some rough details about the guy:
visibally out of shape(can fit two heads in his tummy)
graduate from rp, so he's been playing fb longer than me.
and he thinks he the al-mighty on court...
well..
okay..
now ill get back to the comment he passed on to me.
disregarding the homosexual nature of the comment...
i feel that maybe what he said may be true...
i do need to improve my game...
but oh my gawd...
couldnt it be placed in a more polite and friendly term?
atleast without the vaulgarities damnit!!!
and like, he wasnt to great to say the least...

so, thats past...
hmmm...
i was chatting with fitri online...
we were kinda discussing about another guy...
rough details:
rp student
living in the north side of singapore.
well, we were kinda discussing about
how much of a asshole he is...
im not gonna go in details on what he
did to me or fitri.
but ill just say that you guys wouldnt be
to happy with it.

hmm...
i guess...
in life,
how you see people
is largely based on
their characther and actions...
and when things
dont really shape up for the best...
all you gotta do is move along...

well...
thats long enough...
nights...

my heart...

'i am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone'

so, its about 4 in the morning.
its 'valentines day' today...
hmmmm...
a lonely valentine it is
for me i guess...
its kinda funny what
i feel nowadays...
like...
i think im over things...
but i cant help
but feel i have lost something
really really BIG...
like...
OOOOOMYGAWD!!!
im probably talking nonsense now...
i cant really type out how i feel
or what im feeling...
or can i?
oh well...



anywayz...
enuf emo-ing....
heres something new...
came across this new band
PARAMORE is the name...
pop/punk/alternative music...
as good as it gets i can say...
but most importantly...
their lead singer
is like damn hawt!!!
like for-shizzle...




Birth Name:Hayley Nichole Williams
Nickname:Spongebob, Sponge, Hayles
Age:19
Birthday:December 27, 1988
Birth Sign:Capricorn
Height:5'2EyesGreen
Hometown:Franklin, Tennessee
Birth Place:Meridian, Mississippi

haha...
i think im sooooo
in love...
judging by physical things
like,
the way she looks and all...
i would say she sums up my dream girl...
simple hair...
tshirt and a pair of jeans...
and sneakers...
like...
simple yet ouh so beautiful...
hmmmm...
where are you mrs.hazwan
hahaha...
mamposss...
okay...
thats all...
gd night...
time to dream about Hayley Nichole Williams...
haha