i still have to wake up in the morning...

well,
ive been very busy for the past month.
as some of you may know,
my dad was admitted into the hospital
a month back.
yesterday, he was finally discharged
after like a month in nuh, including 3weeks
in the ICU.
so, it was quite a heart warming sight
to see him at home.
no more needle or tube being
pinned into his body.
no more drug induced sleep.
yeah.
finally he's at home.

well, glad thats over.
but, like they say, the end is just the beginning.
there's like soooo...
life.
like typically dramatic without a reason.
but yeah,
i still have to wake up every morning.

i guess,
there's really allot of things in my mind.
like, wordplay up and down, left and right,
all over my little mind.

crush

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going away
Going away

nsync-ed

guess what...
its gonna be me...