its time we say goodbye...

last thursday was officially
the last day of the semester.
im saying this because some people
had their own self declared last days.
so yah...
my 16 weeks with my classmates
from w14g are officially over...
24 people...
mere strangers when we first met...
but each one left an impression on me...
some good, some bad.
but still, an impression...
ive seen this done on
some other blogs that belonged to
my classmates...
so im gonna give it a try...

*the A-Zs of w14g*

adeline-
without doubt, the oldest one in class. has her mind set on doing well in school. a very good eating kaki. but a very heavy smoker. i am very sure you will do very very well for the rest of your time at rp.


arfa-
matrep! haha! one of the few people in class i became close to. very very funny guy once you get to know him. always fun to be around him. not your typical malay guy i have to say. surely someone i hope to see next semester.

arini-
wheao!!! haha. okok, for azy's sake im gonna come out and say it, yes i did have a crush on arini. mampos!!! haha. erm, arini wasnt very easy to get close to. maybe she was abit too quiet during the first few weeks. but anywayz, shes' a very nice girl. with the looks to beat. a real movie junkie. hope to see you next sem!!!

azy-
OMG!!! haha. probably the source of most noise that comes from the class. very very lively person. fun to be around with when she is happy. but be careful as to not step on her tail. she really does have a short fuse at times. but overall, a great classmate and a dear friend. hey, maybe we'll be in the same class next year? haha...SHL!!!

belle-
what can i say...shes hot! but taken...hope things work out well for you in sch and with ur new 'boytoy'...hahahahaha

ben-
the clubber, the drunkard, the beng, the smoker...hmmm...did i miss out anth? i guess thats about it huh? well...a lively figure in class...hope things go well for you during the rest of your time in rp

cecilia-
hmmm. looks really are decieving. looking younger than she really is. she really does pack a punch at times. gd luck to ya...

cheng cheng-
mr jackie chan. you probably wont be reading this. but anywayz, a great mind if not for the language barrier.

derek-
mr SA. the original casanova(dont pretend, i know u get more chicks at SA, hahahah). probably the most laid back guy in class. never the attention seeker. but always fun to be with. the only guy in class to drive a benz. whao whao whao! im sure to see you around next sem!!! probably jus to ask "hows life?"...hahaha...

eugene-
WHO WAN GO MAKAN?
WAT SIA?
MAMPOS?
mr pimp...hmmm...irritating at times...but never a wet blanket i soupose...fun to be with at most times...

farah-
omg...what can i say, the best scribe in the world. a very good sport, never the spoiler. though it seems i enjoy disturbing her at times...wait...i do enjoy disturbing her...but anywayz...she never takes jokes to seriously and that the good thing about her...will be missed...especially when i need to come up with a PDT...hehe

gary-
mr DB...will always remember him for his coloured hair...a fellow manU fan...and a fellow psp owner...always fun to be with... and a good eating kaki...see ya at food haven!!!

geraldine-
erm...
a really hard working student...
never really hang out much with you
but ur probably fun to be with...
hope things are great for you
for the rest of ur time in rp...

iswan-
the first of my classmates i met...
never thought we would be friends...
but end up...
haha...
be sure to see you at the sports hall
maybe someday
ull have that 'abg body' look
uve been wanting...
haha

khai-
someone im sure not to miss for the rest of my days in rp...
haha...
so u better come for trainings!!!
anywayz...
uve been great...
food haven??
hahah

leon-
mr red head.
haha...my source of free music...
hope things go well with you and your princess...
oh and gd luck for the rest of RP

mich-
SAS!!!
haha...
fun to disturb...
see ya around!!!
SAS!!!

pris-
erm...
jus like times when she walks in class...
speechless...
hope things go well for you next sem...

sarah-
nth much lah...
haha...
seemingly clueless at times...
never fails to crack into laughter...
LUCK!!!

trina-
very very smart girl...
wouldnt be able to survive certain lessons
without your help...
thank you!!!

vanessa-
hope theres no hard feelings
gd luck...

wendy-
erm...
stay cheerful always...
see ya!!!

yong sheng-
seriously, you should get yourself off ur ass and get some excercise...
haha...jkjk...
see a around...
pokemon master sheng!!!

zq-
erm.......

now...
to the facilitators...

kong ming-
thxs for the As
but try to be less gay?
maybe that way,
u can find better things to say!!!
crap...

danny-
the most up front faci ive had...
u rock!!!
keep it real and all about the money!!!

sheila-
BITCH!!!
math was already a whore
before u made it a tranny...
eeeeewwwwwwwwwww....
disgusting

suhaila-
next best thing to a mum in sch...
a friend in a faci...
priceless...

irwan-
are you sure?
conform?
haha,
thanks for the Bs

emo sunday: the sequal

okok...
today wasnt really an emo sunday...
jus a little bit shack...
there was no floorball today...
were taking a 2 week break...
the games will resume in 2 weeks time...

but there was floorball yesterday...
me and some of the year ones
headed down to simei ite
for a few floorball games
with some schools
it was not a serious thing
so we had quite a make shift team
cos not everyone decided to come...
we got some very good results
and got valuable experience from the games...

anywayz...
back to today...
went to play soccer wit
bry and kiff..
since there wasnt many of us...
we decided to jus pass the ball around...
den suddenly,
this malay guy came along...
started to play wit us for awhile...
bryant then left to take a crap
at his house...
so it was left with me keith and the
old matrep.
suddenly...
keiths kick the ball out of the court...
the guy went out
and started to walk away...
he said he was going to the shop and rode
off on his bike...
and guess what...
he rode off with keith and bryants phone...
WTF!!!
i was lucky enough not
to put my belongings in the same bag as theirs...
if i had done so,
my fon and psp would have gone 'bye bye'...
anywayz...
we made called the police
got our statements down and
headed home...

i slept wen i got home...
i guess its the effects of
sleeping late last night...

so anywayz...
went to eat dinner with my parents
after i got up...
so now...
here some shit for me...
manU lost to ManCity...
wtf!!!
haiz...
dunch wanna talk about it...

emo sunday

damn...
VHAT A DAY IT VAS TODAY
feeling god darb emo
right about now...
nothing much went my way today...
other than staying alive and
eating my fair share,
the day was much screwed up for me...

first there was the floorball game...
got rested ny coach for like
the second time this season...
getting sick of being benched i tell ya...
best part, i dont know what im doing wrong...
ahhhhhh!!!
i really feel the pain of all those
sportsmen out there who
just cant catch their lucky break....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

then...
there that thing that happened at causeway...
hmmm...
rather leave it unsaid
and move on...

well,
pretty much eveything was
down for me today...
and...
i was really looking forward to see my
idolised red devils play today...

to tell u the truth...
the played very well...
im very proud with how they played...
unfortunately...
they did not really have a senior striker
rooney sterted the game and almost scored
but was subbed by nani after halftime...
they drew with reading at full time...

but i guess,
the devils can onli get better with
the way they are playing now...
and they did not lose...
so thats a pluss point...

so yah...
not the best ending to my emo sunday...
so...
LORD!!
HELP ME!!!

ahahaahaha

erm...
quick update on the floorball league...

*
welcome to espnFloorballnet
the rp spartans have made it through
to the quater finals after 2 straight wins
against EV Eagles last week with
the score of 15-3
and against ntu blizzards with a
score of 3-1
the spartans remaining group match
will be against millennia institute
next week.
that is all for this edition of espnfloorballnet
*

anywayz...
i realised that nowadays...
my phone is very quiet...
more quiet than usual...
then i started to think...
what happened to all those
people who kept my
phone busy a few months back?
hmmm...
seriously...
really really miss the past...
come people...
call me!!

...

mkay...
firstly...
floorball league update...
we played nighthawks lasy week...
i din play...
so ive really got not much inputs...
erm...
it was a very though game...
we came back from being behind
to fight for a 5-5 draw...

erm...
nth much to update u guys about...
school has been the same...
training as usual...
there was no court training this week...
the were contruting the rockwall...
THANKS AH ER!!!
as if we din need the training...
it was all physical this week...
run, run, running...
hmmm...
i think i need to work on
my sprints...
damn...
if onli my life had a manager mode.
*imagine*

mkay...

hmmm...

thats all??

okay...
OOOOOOOOOOO YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH...
DOH!!!
the simpsons movie is out...
haha...
i sooooooooooo need to watch this one...
haha...

ok...
have a match tmr...
so...
i guess id better sleep...




****** / ****




'im begging you to be my escape'

rants...

ok...
before i go on,
i jus want to correct my mistake from my last post.
the score from the match was 11-3.
impressive huh? i know...
haha...

ok,anywayz,
had our second match yesterday.
against serangoon gardens.
we won (we had to...pride was at stake...hehe)
the score...a comprehensive 10-2...
and...
I SCORED...
hehe...

again...
i did not get a starting place...
only started to play during the second half...
was partnered up front with guhen...
he was the one who assisted my goal.
passed me the ball at the blind spot and i hit the ball
in with a back hand shot...
YEAH BALLS...
anywayz...
celebrated by pointing my index finger upwards(like KAKA')
apparently some ppl tot that was funny...
one of my seniors called me 'solskjaer'
the super sub
cos i scored when i get subbed in...
hehe...
coolness...

anywayz...
sch...
nth much?
understood lah...
byez...

its time to move on...

today was the first day of
div 3 floorball...
we got off to a great start...
we beat ping yi sec 10-3...
i wasnt in the starting line up...
was only used as a last minute sub...
but sure as hell
i made my presence felt...
scored the last goal of the day...
yeah balls...
scoring debut for me!!!
hope this will
get me a regular spot on the team...
_________________________________________

i guess it was not meant to be,
the things that went on between you and me.
though it seemed our friendship was hard,
truth was we were miles apart.
maybe it is better this way,
we wont need to hide what we want to say.
goodbye and goodnight my friend,
its time to part as the ride comes to an end...

booyah

hey yooooooooo....
now listen to what i say ooooooooooooooo...

havent bloged since my last emo post...
my days have mostly been abt school and floorball
and guess what...
ive made it..
yes...
into the team balls...

yup...
thats my jersey right there...
league games are gonna start this sunday...
so...
wish me luck...




nth much happened lately...
but last saturday...
i was part of history...
haha...
me, along wit my fans, anf 45000 other
people who packed the national
stadium for the final time...
we were first treated to a friendly match
between the spore legends and the malaysia legends...
it ended 1-1...
i tell u balls...
those old spore guys can still play very well...
quah kim song, dollah kassim, sundramuti
Sean Tan's dad,Eddie tan, also got a peice of the action...
then came the main event...
spore vs australia
mkay...
the match ended 3-0...
but seriously...
i was very proud of our lions...
it took the socceroos 50 mins to break our
defence for their first goal...
even the aussie coach admitted that the
lions did very well in the
first half to break the aussie defence...
amd the fact that spore lost many players due
to injury made the scoreline easier
to swallow...
well...
thats my opinion anywayz...
after the match...
they brought up the past triumphs
that happen in the stadium...
on of them being indra sahdan's goal
during the 2005 tiger cup...
haha...
Indra is seriously my hero sia...
anywayz...
here are some pictures me and my friends took after
the event...













haha...
thats all for now...
gonna go watch transformers...
hehe
tatas...

damn u...

how cruel can life get?
im in a midst of a crisis
yet i still have to face rejection

today i found out i wont be included in the
floorball division3 team...
shack balls...
after all that long training hours...
sweat and pain...
i din make it...
yeah sure...
theres always next year...
but what about now?
im soupose to go for training
and be happy for my friends
who made it and act as if im
happy?
i mean...
yeah...
congrats to those who made it...
but i jus feel damn shack rite now...
balls...
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dammit...

its the same old feeling...
taking its toll on me
just at a different time...

what was back then,
still is now...

i just dont get it...

how is it that,
something that is never mine,
always leaves me wanting more...

how is it that,
something that causes me so much pain,
can bring me to such highs...

how is it that,
everytime i leave,
i end up coming back again...

danm it!

i hate myself for
having to go through this...
over and over again...

yet i just love
to force all the
thoughts into my mind...

argh...
i need help...
an intervention...
a cure...
more time...

or maybe...

just maybe...

all i really need...

is what ive been talking about all along...

------------------------------------------------

gonna be having
floorball camp till friday...
so...
yah...
till friday i guess...

first holidays...

what hurts the most,
is being soo close,
and have soo much to say...

hmmm...
as u can probably tell...
kinda 'emo' right now...
nothing drastic...
jus very very confused and lost...
*figure it out urself*

anywayz...
on a high note...
finally got to watch
pirates of the caribbean...
watched it alone...
thks to ppl i know who cant
bother to watch it together...
felt like 1 of those lonely
uncles who go to the movies alone
to...
erm...
god knows what they are doing
in the cinema by themselves...
haha...

anywayz...
the movie was great...
didnt know singapore was once
occupied by chinese pirates...
and chow yun fat!!!
hahaha...
imagine if they stuck wit
our country coming from
malay beginnings...
haha...
they would probably have to hire
Suhaimi yusof or Najip Ali
to be the asian captain...
hahaha...
anywayz...
keira knightly was hot...
regardless of what ppl
think of her boobs...
she is HOT!!!
haha...
and the way she dresses
in the movie might
just end up being
some guys fetish...
haha...
*dun get any ideas...its not me*
anywayz...
the whole POTC always have the
habit of leaving some scence
for after the credits...
so there i was...
after the movie ended...
waiting for the credits to roll...
as i held in my pee...
and it was worth it...
haha...
got to see keira knightly one more time...
haha...coolness...

hmm...
got to see the movie today
as its the start of my break...
2 weeks...
no school...
but sadly...
there is still floorball
training...
and its usual time which is in the evenings...
so yeah...
kinda doomed to staying at home on weekdays...

balls...

hey balls...
im talking to this mad girl
named nona...
she keeps shouting every few seconds...
haha...

u guys shud know who
she is...
so wun drag...

anywayz...
damn bored now..
bloggin jus to pass time...

had scr this morning...
kinda cool lah...
got to meet up wit
sean,arif,kiff...
the old guys lah basically...
fun!!!
anywayz...
mad love wit the court
floors today...
bryant's late tackle on me sent me
tripping and made me fly...
first time sia...
felt like DIDIER DROGBA when hes diving...
jus that mine was real...
haha...
yeah balls...

anywayz...
spent the rest of the day at home..
so i dun really have much to say..
byes...

poly life...

lessons in sch today sucked...
real bad...
not only was the module boring
(math and computing)
the facilitator could not
speak proper english...
i had to think real hard
before understanding what she had to say...

but it was cool after school...
(hey that rhymed! haha...lame...)
had floorball pratice...
performed ok i guess...
but it was good enough for my seniors
to notice and select me to go for
seniors training...
but im not gonna...yet...
gonna go for 1 final year 1 training on
friday before starting with seniors
training next week...

its champions league finals day...
yup...
AC Milan Vs Liverpool...
cant wait ball...
not gonna be sleeping today...
haha..

anywayz...
heres one turn off for the day...
during class...
i somehow brain washed
some of my class guys to play scr tmr
with a team from another class...
den dunno how...
the other team's 'captain'
tot we very arrogant and
made the game personnal...
wtf...
anywayz...
im pumped...
gonna slot into my teams
defence and make it hard for
the other team as much
as possible...
im not very confident
cos were a new team...
but ill give it as much as i can...
haha...
goona go wit the 'win win, lose lose'
mentality and not care about
the outcome...
lets ust say those guys from the
other class are not facing
the 5N1 boys...
sean would probably blow their defence wide open...
arif would 'ole' their asses off...
kiff wud jus irritate them...haha...
lee hua will be solid between the post...
bry will be taking up the striking duties...
hanafie will play with math by is side...
and me...in the centre of it all...
haha...

if i could...

havent been blogging...
no mood...
always to tired to blog by
the time i reach home...

anywayz...
im looking for a new blogskin...
smth simple and neutral...

sch is starting to become stressfull...
and best part...
its not because of the studies...

haha
blog more later...
maybe...

random

yeah balls!!!
manU are champs...
in your face chelsea...
that goes to show money
cant buy u the best talent...

in sch now...
as usual...
damn bored...
body aching like hell...
yet still have training later...
blah...
hope i make it into the school team...

random

argh...
damn tired now...
whole body aching...
feels just like secondary sch...
only differance being
im not wearing a school uniform...

had floorball training yesterday...
it was soupose to be a physical training
so we had to run,do sit ups and push ups...
feels like ncc sia...

sch is the same
cold and boring...
hah...

'i am jealous of her cos
she gets to touch herself everyday'

school...

in sch now...
very very bored...
my eyes almost went shut
on the mrt...
late nights are really
taking its toll on me...
i can barely stay awake on the long mrt
rides from novena to woodlands...
and to think i still have like 3 years left...
and its still 16weeks before the first break...
damn damn damn...
had a big stomach ache this morning...
probably yesterday nights's fishball noodle...
wat a 'great' way to start the day...
body aching badly now...
probably because of soccer yesterday...

talking about soccer...
ManU are well on the way
to lifting the premiership trophy...
a win over everton at everton for the devils
and a draw for chelsea at home to bolton
has given fergie at his boys a 5 point
lead on the table
with onli 3 games to go...
good luck guys!!!

floorbalL!

erm ok...
im still on a high right now...
damn...
today was my first ever floorball
session...
damn it was fun...
jus think about it...
ure playing floorball at 1 side
and there a beautiful girl playing
netball at the other...
haha...
u do da math...

bored...

damn...
havent blog'ed for like a week...
really no time to...
i finish school at 4...
reach home at 6(1730 if lucky)
and by that time...
im always to beat and tired...
and like wat the fuck lah...
every single day i need to
do a 'reflective journal' for school...
damn it man...

anywayz...
really miss bhss alot...
miss playing scr during recess after
eating a bowl of mee soto in the canteen...
haha...
if u guys are reading this...
we should really meet up
some time...

as for sch...
as normal...
always feeling sleepy in school...
hahaha...

in sch

in sch now...
damn bored...

seriously
i think my facilitator is homo...
and da lesson
is bullshit lah...
wtf are we
learning abt some
stupid sport for??
dum sial...