like, where have you been?

hello blog.
i cant really say ive missed you,
cos i really havent.
im at tanjon pagar now.
alone.
waiting for some friends to come.
lucky for me, i decided to bring my laptop along.
erm,
im not gonna dull the mood here with lovey dovey
lovedrunk posts...
no more, no more.
im just gonna take a moment to talk about life.
the past 6months has been nothing but change for me.
some are really great an easy to deal with.
like getting my new ass laptop.
buuuuut, there are some changes that are harder to deal
with than the rest.
erm,
i lost one of mine closest friend to ns.
no more late night chats about everything under the sun for me.
erm,
more recently, rp guys are no longer polite champios
thats a bummer.

hmmmm...
i guess in life,
the only constant is change.
but, im a firm believer of light
at the end of the tunnel.
and at the end of each day,
there will be some kind of comfort to
take pleasure...

this is where i say goodbye i guess...
cheers=)

i still like you very much...

no matter what i say,
no matter what i do,
i still lose my way,
when i think of you.
you make me laugh.
you make me smile.
and when i see your face.
i could run a mile.
ill never say it.
but each time its true.
I've never met anyone,
cooler to me than you.
you're not the average beauty queen.
or that girl on a magazine.
but it dont matter to me,
cos ive liked you since eighteen.
maybe im just dumb.
maybe i need a clue.
but crazy or not i am,
all i can think of is you.

i hope youre reading this.
i hope you know who you are
=S
PT later at 8.
ciao...

saving grace...

hello world...
i havent really been blogging allot.
i wont say i dont care.
everytime i want to do so,
i would be pre occupied by something that needs to be done first.
by the time im free, id be too tired and cant be bothered.

anyways, the holidays have come and gone.
and im serious about this,
im gonna try to reach school early for the rest of the year.
i predict, it will do good for my grades by the time i leave this unforgiving school.
anyways, im getting quite pissed of with the school fining me.
i just dont get it how sooo many people are getting fined yet im the only one who
has to pay on the spot.
im gonna come out with it.
i broke the freaking glass at school.
yes, i did something that was on sooo many people's mind.
breaking a glass panel, something i believe was bound to happen
some time or another.
i cant believe how big of a fuss the school is making this into.
cutting my LEO access.
sending letters to my home to make payment.
seriously, i feel the world has no regard for the problem of others.
i know i did something wrong.
i wont run away from it.
why do you have to treat me like some running criminal?
!@!@#!#$***!@!*#@*$@#!!!!
like i said, pissed off. SERIOUSLY.

'I wish you would step back
From that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in '

long week...

it seriously has been a long week for me.
school has been great.
the grades are good.
not been too late for classes
yea..not too bad for school...

but ive been having this feeling that
just lingers around for some reason.
i mean...
i really like this girl...
like, id just smile looking at her...
id frown when she walks aways...
im just naturally happy around her
for some reason...
but its kinda stupid for me cos,
i dont really talk to her much.
i dont really see her much.
and i dont really know her much
for who she is...
so why am i even thinking too much about this girl?
call it a crush...
call it a bad crush...

floorball hasnt been great either...
im currently playing in the first division
of singapore floorball with my new team.
im quite proud ive been able to reach far in my
short time playing.
ive been marking out my play with apperances
as a defender for so long since last season.
but there were occasions ive been made
to push up as a forward.
for the past week,
occasionally became permanent as
my coach prefered me as forwards rather
than a defender.
i dont know...
ive been having doubts this about this season.
its one thing being effective.
but its another being good.
yesterday during my game,
effective wasnt good enough.
i was rested and made to see my friends win the game for me.
sounds familliar?
well, i dont like the familiarity.
maybe, just maybe,
this wasnt made for me...

giggs, 11

yessa...
my first ever.
and its sooooooo beautiful...





'glory! glory man united!'

1-4

its okay...
we'll pick ourselves up again...
and after today,
all i can say is, losing is made harder
with the fact that your opponents
take joy in the fact that you lost.
hah, and they say im the cocky devil...

shave-d

fuuuug...
i soooooo regret wanting the van-persie haircut...
now im left wit a army boy haircut...
how stupid can the barber get?
i guess thats what you get for 8dollars per haircut...
ERGH!!!!!

now my face looks extra chubby...
my clothes dont match as well...
i look like a convict/'special guy'...
and it cant run my fingers through my hair...
=(

just adorable

i have too many words in my mind,
i dont know how to put them together...
with sentence structure out the window,
and volcabulary out the drain,
whats left of my sanity leads me to think,
your beauty aint a normal thing.
looking away as i see you,
trying hard not to blush.
deeply disappointed,
that such a moment never lasts.
as the moments from the watch passes,
and tall tress grow above green grasses,
you still stay so lovable,
cos everything about you is just soo adorable.
=)

its about time...

yes... after all problem after all the trainings after last year's disappointment weve finally done it.. ivp champions baby... yess yess a treble div2, pol-ite, ivp... its been a good year so far thank god im satisfied with things so far =)

1500

yeah...sooo...
its out...
and what what a sum...
shit!

new year...same year...

its officially 2009...
i would know as i brought it in
desperately chasing the fireworks
in my dad's car...
trying to send out my well wishes
to my friends...
but seriously, i feel like
the year is still the same...
the year has not ended yet
and that somehow there is
much more time left in the year...
i think its because of being in a polytechnic...
with no year end exams or semester long break...
i feel like 2008 is still well and alive...
if thats the way it is,
i wanna end my 2008 big!!!
ivp...
division 1...
yeah...
that would be big enough...
for starters atleast...