angkat! angkat! angkat!

mkay...
its official...
i DO NOT like my class...
i mean...
not everyone in it...
just most of them...
i think they are like
the best in the ancient art of
'Angkat'...
yes yes...
just to get a pathetic A...
they are willing to do anything
to make the faci feel better about
themselves...
thoooo sad...
nyehahaha...
u guys can just go along and carry on
with ur acts of 'angkat'...
(p.s. not everyone in my class sucks, some of them are cool too...)
____________________________________________________

hmmm...
training has been on the low lately...
so im pretty much free most times...
so what do we do when we are free?
haha...
go on a counter strike frenzy of course...
kinda 'primary school'ish lah...
but, oh well...
nyehaha...

anywayz...
went cycling just now...
its really great
to be living in the middle of singapore...
u can practically get anywhere within one hour
BAEK AH NOVENA!!!
haha...
well...
i managed to squeeze in some
cycling time
just now...
wanted to cycle to esplenade
but the path was cut off due to construction work on
the Ferris wheel...
oh well...
next time maybe...


here are some pictures i took...















cool huh?
here a picture of the
under construction Ferris wheel



the lights on that thing
will just light up the night sky i tell you...
well that about it...
2 more days of school
before i can say goodbye to
my class...
yeah balls!!!
angkat! angkat! angkat!
haha...
gonna go to sleep now...



goodnight guys :)

my oh my...

Wake up will you?
Just wake the fuck up...
When will you
get it through your
fucking head huh?
Do you need someone to die
before you finally
learn your lesson?
Does something damn horrible
have to happen to you
before you finally mend your ways?
Like...wake up will you?
How much more can your life take
before it finally goes down the
drain totally?
How much more can your friends
lie to you just to make you feel better?
Wait...wait...
How much more can u fucking lie to
yourself just to make yourself feel
better?
Yes...
If you have not yet guessed it,
YOU my DEAREST FRIEND,
have been living a lie...
Yup...
It’s all a fucking lie...
So do yourself a favor...
Ask yourself these questions...
Not your friends...
Not your family...
Not that soft toy by the side of your bed...
But only ask yourself...
Because you know what?
At the end of the day,
YOU are the one
facing the music...

_________________________________________________

sorry for the excessive use of vulgarities...
i just need to get it off my chest...
been holding it back for to darn long
i guess...
TOOOOO LONG!!!

slapshots to the face...

hmmm...
ivp is over...
like finally...
so RP guys got into
the finals...
only losing out to nyp...
hmmm...
all i can say is...
hmmm...
what can i say??
i din even play...
okay...
anywayz...
i hope this pushes me and the rest of my
team mates to train harder and
become better contenders for next year...
come on guys!!!




so,
i probably wont be too busy anymore...
but dont expect myself to be tooo free...
just got my bike fixed...
so im kinda looking forward to alot of
cycling...

"and i even wonder if we
should be getting under these sheets.
were empty..."

with you? with who?

Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say..you care for me,
You know..I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know..that i won't lie,
You know..that i would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

hmmm...
stubled upon this song about a week ago...
and eversince, ive been hearing it about everywhere i go...
not that i dont like it...
its chris brown and its a great song(p.s. im a huge chris brown fan)
hmmmmmmmmmm...
i feel that the words in this song held a much
deeper meaning then but not now...
but anywayz...
im okay with things now...
its abit of a roller coaster ride at times...
but im getting along...

_________________________________________

here's a story bout little Timmy.
a boy who loves to eat candy.
white or brown, short or tall,
it didn't matter to Timmy cos he ate them all.

Timmy's mom would feed his addiction.
every bite filled him with such affection.
everyday Timmy's mom would say,
'be good Timmy, and ill buy you candy today'.

but some days were not to good for Timmy,
he would see his mom, hands all empty.
all Timmy could do was to sigh.
and sometimes, the disappointment would make him cry.

everyday Timmy's mum would promise,
to get him candy when she got back from the office.
but some time Timmy seems to know,
at the end of the day, the candy wouldn't show.

so now Timmy isn't so gullible.
never believing that sweet treat is fully possible.
but the problem now is, what would Timmy do
if the promises made were actually true

___________________________________________

trust me,
metaphorically
i am alot like Timmy...

me, my girlfreind and my scandal...

hello everyone...
meet my girl friend

her name is Petom Saloma bte Pendek
but i always call her 'psp'
we've known each other for about a year...
she has shiny fair skin
and she just likes it sooo much when i push her buttons...
she may look dull...
but the things she shows me at times
bring me on a hell of a ride...

but, i have somthing i have to confess...
for about a few months,
i have been seeing someone behind her back...


her name is FATimah bte PIPEt
but i always call her 'fatpipe'
she's very tall and sexy
and her delicate feet allows her to
handle balls very well...

u see, certain commitments i have forces me
to spend time with 'fatpipe'
but my lovely 'psp' is always the one with
me through the times...
oh lord...
what should i do???

______________________________________________________

haha...
sry...
im just bored...

'i live alot better when im out of tune'

bbye 2007...hello 2008...

its new year's eve babe...
in a few more hours
its going to be the year 2007
wheao...
how fast time flies...
anywayz...
probably gonna be heading out
to marina for fireworks later...

hmmm...
2007...
an eventful year to say the least...
here are some things im sure to remember
down the road...

1)passing my o levels and getting into rp.
kinda normal for everyone but its actually
a big thing for me considering how attached i
was getting to bhss.
i still miss that hill top school till today...
but...
we just have to move on...
in im like, getting used to life in rp.

2)getting into floorball.
yup yup...
how can i not mention about
the topic that takes up most of
the time i have.
ill remember everything from
my first air-hook
to my first goal.
haha...

3)turning 18.
probably not remembered by how i spent it...
but i guess ill remember it due to its significance
of me becoming a so called young adult?
haha...
not to say i din enjoy the day...
it was one of the best birthdays ive had
in a long time...

4)my first-est EVER girlfriend.
yes farah, my first ever.
yupyup...
after all my past heartbreaks...
haha...
like they always say,
the first is always special...
and indeed it has been...
ill stop here abt this.
cos i might just talk abt the same thing
over and over again.
because it all ouhsooo great...

hmm...
whatelse?
ahw damn...
2007 has been a good year overall..
hope for 2008?

well...
i hope that ill live for another year to start with
haha...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE...

jealousy is a bitch...

its about 2 in the morning right now...
music for the soul it was for me last night...
haha...
headed down to victoria concert hall to catch
farah performing with her school alumni band...
the music was great...
been some time since i last went to a
band concert...
well...
after the concert...
went to have dinner with derek,trina,eugene,sarah and gary...
just a normal night out it seems...
but in truth...
damn...
if only i can describe how i feel right now...

had a long and fruitful chat
wit a friend of mine just now...
well, farah was the honourable friend...
haha...
though i may disturb her alot...
she seriously is great to talk to...
got to talk about alot of things ive
been thinking about...
anyways pisang...
if you are reading this...
thanks again...
and u did great at the concert im sure...

hmm...
random thought...

jealousy is a bitch...
experienced it first hand...
comments - 'rabak babe'

i need to redefine my friends nowadays...
friends who care and friends who dont give a shit...
comments - looks and words are deceiving indeed...

hmmm...

ouh...
ivp is really right around the corner...
hopefully this time i make the cut...
maybe it could justify to a certain extent
all that has happened to me thus far recently...

okay...
thats all for now...
seecha...

Hope u know i miss you so.Ouh, but its okay...

the fairytale has ended...
and sad to say...
it wasnt a happy ending...

he was pushing it, to breaking point it seems.
she was faking it, holding together all the broken seams.

_________________________________

a million different feelings,
and i dun even understand one...
or am i just hungry?
hmmm

im tired!!! GET ME MY MEE SOTO!!!

ouhkay...
been some time since i last posted...
hmm...
days have been quite dull
and the same for me...
with school and training on
every weekday...

so...
the effects of daily training?
total fatigue...
fyi, i had training yesterday
and my whole body is aching...
best part is...
there is still training today
after school...
i keep wondering if this all this
training im having is actually healthy
for my body or not...

worst part is,
i can never get enough sleep.
i just cant got o sleep when i want to...
and its just very frutrating...
my parents have to scream every morning
to get me out of my bed...
and i still half asleep while im
having my morning shower...
and most times im in school...
all i wanna do is sleep!!!

anywayz...
something random now...
had a very weird dream last night...
dreamt about things from my past...
first...
i dreamnt about my first home at
geylang bahru...
dun really understand that part...
secondly...
i dreamnt about eating mee soto
in the BHSS canteen...
haha...
really miss those times...
good food for cheap prices...
maybe its time to got visit that old place
and get me some of that historical
bowl of noodle...
haha...

CHEERS...

when reality sets in...

i love you very much too arini...
i know im not perfect...
and to someone as beatiful as you...
i probably never will be...
but im willing to work thing out...
just so you will be with me...
holding your hands in mine,
id pray we'll have more time.
hugging you like i would,
id wish you'll forever be mine.
i miss you...

cute is what we aim for...

mkay...
soo, im not emo'ed out
any longer...
im actually kinda happy today...
mkay, latest happenings...
the fasting month is over and its the
hari raya month...
woo hoo...
cash rolling in like wheels on the high way...
haha...

havent really been visiting alot since i only
go out on weekends...
visited the usual unties and uncles...
but thats about it...
got the chance to go visiting with my
poly friends on last sunday...
it was...fun i should say...
never was a dull moment...













mkay...
now...
poly-ite season has come and is almost over...
the last game will be played tmr...
rp will be going against np
and a draw is enough to secure them
the poly-ite floorball champions trophy...
hmm...
im kinda not involved in the team...
stuck doing some match admin work during the game...
but looking at my seniors play
is like such an eye opener...
the intensity and pace is
just soo much greater than DIV 3...
hope to be able to compete to them soon...

well...
thats pretty much it for now...

'im still in disbelief, that such a beauty
is willing to be with me'*23/10/07*

emo'ed out...

im almost at tears
thinking about the consequences
of my actions.
the 'what if's and 'if only's
keep swirling in my head.
i cant think straight.
i just cant seem to catch a break.
agony.
pain.
stupidity.
insane.
few words that swim about
in the juices in my brain.

new shoes...

its monday today...
hari raya is just up ahead...
this saturday!!!
time really flies
its now the fourth week of school
only 12 weeks more before...
SHL!!!
haha...

well...
my whole family have been busy with the
preperations for hari raya...
so, yesterday, i had to like
wipe the windows...
what a waste of talent...
haha...
anyways...
last night...
by parents brought me out for some shopping...
bought a shirt,
a pair of jeans,
but...
what im sooo happy about is
finally getting my new shoes...



ouh...
i can just look at it the whole day...
haha...
i had to like go to
soo many shops at queensway
jus to get the
right size and colour...
haha...







"if only it was just you and me"

one day, you and i will be free...

All the words in the world
Could not express how I felt.
The instant high you sent me on was like
Riding on a rollercoaster without safety belts.
I laughed when you spoke,
I smiled when you silenced.
All the while knowing that my heart
Was beating with such violence.
Tomorrow is never promised,
Yesterday has passed us by.
But I just want us to be together,
And forget all the goodbyes.

dear_______,
i am very happy we feel the same way.
p.s. i like you...

i like you like a fat boy likes chocolate...

after three months.
after nine games.
after all the sweat.
after all the ups and downs.
we, have finally done it.
it was always spoked off
amongst us,
but now,
it is for real.
on fake gold lay our reward.
words as bright as the night stars.
CHAMPIONS! CHAMPIONS!

haha...
if it has not hit you yet,
rp spartans are champions of div3
haha...
so its div2 for us next season...




DIV3 CHAMPIONS: RP SPARTANS
__________________________________

dear _________,
i like you like a fat boy likes chocolate.
i like you like a lion likes meat.
i like you like a nerd likes 'A's.
i like you like a glutton likes meatballs.
i like you like a shopper likes discounts.
i like you like a fish likes water.
i like you like a baby like milk.
i like...
can go on and on...
but all i really want to say is...
I LIKE YOU!!!

this may sound romantic or jus stupid.
but jus look at the most repeated words and
you will understand...
:)

mmmkay...

ok...
its now 1:57am monday morning...
and i cant sleep...
probably because i woke up late
yesterday...

well...
a few quick updates...
floorball div 3 is finally over...
RP Spartans are CHAMPIONS!!!
we beat tyreso blue titans 3-2
in the semi finals
and in the finals on saturday,
we drew with el-derado 6-6
but went on to win the game on penalty
shoot outs...
our goalie elyas was really the man of the moment...
cool and calm through out the penalties...
well...
i din really get to play a major part
through out the league...
well...
looking forward to prove myself worthy
for a more active role in the team
when we play in division 2 next season...

oooh...
last week was the first week of school...
met my new classmates for the first time...
they are, friendly to say the least...
im not really fond of any of them currently...
the whole class is like way way competitive...
its kinda stressful cos now,
i really have to work damn hard to get my good
grades...
slip up...
wham!!!
Cs and Ds babe...
well, i guess thats PBL for you...

okok...
i seriously need to go sleep...
got class tmr...
and training after school...
damn...
other poly student are still
having holidays...
shitloads!!!

im still alive...

hello
today is the third day of the fasting month.
so, ive gotta hold back on the swearing i guess.

mkay,
past 2 weeks been okay,
last week was pretty much typical.
floorball training and all...
and there was that floorball event
at pasir ris last weekend(pesta sukan mens open).
the playing ground sucked,
everyone was sliding around on their shoes as
there wasnt really any grip to rely on.
the results din really favour us to say the least.
but it was a good learning experience having played
with more experienced opponents.

then from last monday,
up till like wednesday night.
there was the 'long awaited' floorball camp.
hmmm...
it wasnt as tough as the first one.
i guess after some time,
u kinda get use to the physical demands of the
training and shit...
but it was fun nonetheless...

the div3 semi finals are on tmr...
rp Spartans vs tyreso blue titans...
hmm...
much anticipated match on our side...

anywayz...
thats all for now...

life can be a whore...its jus how u look at it...

hello there...
time for my weekly
update on my life...
its about 4 in the morning right now...
cant sleep...
DONT know why...
its the first week of holidays...
erm...
quite restricted on my plans cos of floorball...
hmmm
but managed to squeeze in some 'me time' during the week...

on wednesday, i skipped physical to go out
with my ex-classmates...
met up with them at vivo...
then made our way down to the esplanade area...
jus hung around...
joked...
laughed...
it was much fun...







then on friday...
went back to school to meet up with old teachers and friends
as it was teacher's day...
bhss has really changed...
the students there are really getting very typical and attention seeking...
but anywayz...
mrs raj(my english teacher)
said i lost alot of
weight and looked very different...
haha...
didnt really get to watch
the performances...
anywayz...
i felt damn sad leaving the school...
i actually wanted to see someone
there...
as in, really wanted to see...
but i guess it wasnt meant to be...
anywayz...
made a house visit miss lim's house(my form teacher for 5 years).
she was pregnant thus she couldnt go to sch...
it was fun visiting her hse.
got to chill and have fun with
some of my old classmate.
she treated us to pizza!!!
and best part...
i got a free motorcycle ride there and back from my good friend lee hua.

yesterday was the quater-finals of div3 floorball...
the game came down to penalties as it was
tie at 3-3 after 3 periods...
we won the penalties thanks to our trusted keeper
eylias...
YEAH BALLS!!!
pesta sukan will be on next week...
and the semis the week after...

thats all for now...
nites...

its time we say goodbye...

last thursday was officially
the last day of the semester.
im saying this because some people
had their own self declared last days.
so yah...
my 16 weeks with my classmates
from w14g are officially over...
24 people...
mere strangers when we first met...
but each one left an impression on me...
some good, some bad.
but still, an impression...
ive seen this done on
some other blogs that belonged to
my classmates...
so im gonna give it a try...

*the A-Zs of w14g*

adeline-
without doubt, the oldest one in class. has her mind set on doing well in school. a very good eating kaki. but a very heavy smoker. i am very sure you will do very very well for the rest of your time at rp.


arfa-
matrep! haha! one of the few people in class i became close to. very very funny guy once you get to know him. always fun to be around him. not your typical malay guy i have to say. surely someone i hope to see next semester.

arini-
wheao!!! haha. okok, for azy's sake im gonna come out and say it, yes i did have a crush on arini. mampos!!! haha. erm, arini wasnt very easy to get close to. maybe she was abit too quiet during the first few weeks. but anywayz, shes' a very nice girl. with the looks to beat. a real movie junkie. hope to see you next sem!!!

azy-
OMG!!! haha. probably the source of most noise that comes from the class. very very lively person. fun to be around with when she is happy. but be careful as to not step on her tail. she really does have a short fuse at times. but overall, a great classmate and a dear friend. hey, maybe we'll be in the same class next year? haha...SHL!!!

belle-
what can i say...shes hot! but taken...hope things work out well for you in sch and with ur new 'boytoy'...hahahahaha

ben-
the clubber, the drunkard, the beng, the smoker...hmmm...did i miss out anth? i guess thats about it huh? well...a lively figure in class...hope things go well for you during the rest of your time in rp

cecilia-
hmmm. looks really are decieving. looking younger than she really is. she really does pack a punch at times. gd luck to ya...

cheng cheng-
mr jackie chan. you probably wont be reading this. but anywayz, a great mind if not for the language barrier.

derek-
mr SA. the original casanova(dont pretend, i know u get more chicks at SA, hahahah). probably the most laid back guy in class. never the attention seeker. but always fun to be with. the only guy in class to drive a benz. whao whao whao! im sure to see you around next sem!!! probably jus to ask "hows life?"...hahaha...

eugene-
WHO WAN GO MAKAN?
WAT SIA?
MAMPOS?
mr pimp...hmmm...irritating at times...but never a wet blanket i soupose...fun to be with at most times...

farah-
omg...what can i say, the best scribe in the world. a very good sport, never the spoiler. though it seems i enjoy disturbing her at times...wait...i do enjoy disturbing her...but anywayz...she never takes jokes to seriously and that the good thing about her...will be missed...especially when i need to come up with a PDT...hehe

gary-
mr DB...will always remember him for his coloured hair...a fellow manU fan...and a fellow psp owner...always fun to be with... and a good eating kaki...see ya at food haven!!!

geraldine-
erm...
a really hard working student...
never really hang out much with you
but ur probably fun to be with...
hope things are great for you
for the rest of ur time in rp...

iswan-
the first of my classmates i met...
never thought we would be friends...
but end up...
haha...
be sure to see you at the sports hall
maybe someday
ull have that 'abg body' look
uve been wanting...
haha

khai-
someone im sure not to miss for the rest of my days in rp...
haha...
so u better come for trainings!!!
anywayz...
uve been great...
food haven??
hahah

leon-
mr red head.
haha...my source of free music...
hope things go well with you and your princess...
oh and gd luck for the rest of RP

mich-
SAS!!!
haha...
fun to disturb...
see ya around!!!
SAS!!!

pris-
erm...
jus like times when she walks in class...
speechless...
hope things go well for you next sem...

sarah-
nth much lah...
haha...
seemingly clueless at times...
never fails to crack into laughter...
LUCK!!!

trina-
very very smart girl...
wouldnt be able to survive certain lessons
without your help...
thank you!!!

vanessa-
hope theres no hard feelings
gd luck...

wendy-
erm...
stay cheerful always...
see ya!!!

yong sheng-
seriously, you should get yourself off ur ass and get some excercise...
haha...jkjk...
see a around...
pokemon master sheng!!!

zq-
erm.......

now...
to the facilitators...

kong ming-
thxs for the As
but try to be less gay?
maybe that way,
u can find better things to say!!!
crap...

danny-
the most up front faci ive had...
u rock!!!
keep it real and all about the money!!!

sheila-
BITCH!!!
math was already a whore
before u made it a tranny...
eeeeewwwwwwwwwww....
disgusting

suhaila-
next best thing to a mum in sch...
a friend in a faci...
priceless...

irwan-
are you sure?
conform?
haha,
thanks for the Bs

emo sunday: the sequal

okok...
today wasnt really an emo sunday...
jus a little bit shack...
there was no floorball today...
were taking a 2 week break...
the games will resume in 2 weeks time...

but there was floorball yesterday...
me and some of the year ones
headed down to simei ite
for a few floorball games
with some schools
it was not a serious thing
so we had quite a make shift team
cos not everyone decided to come...
we got some very good results
and got valuable experience from the games...

anywayz...
back to today...
went to play soccer wit
bry and kiff..
since there wasnt many of us...
we decided to jus pass the ball around...
den suddenly,
this malay guy came along...
started to play wit us for awhile...
bryant then left to take a crap
at his house...
so it was left with me keith and the
old matrep.
suddenly...
keiths kick the ball out of the court...
the guy went out
and started to walk away...
he said he was going to the shop and rode
off on his bike...
and guess what...
he rode off with keith and bryants phone...
WTF!!!
i was lucky enough not
to put my belongings in the same bag as theirs...
if i had done so,
my fon and psp would have gone 'bye bye'...
anywayz...
we made called the police
got our statements down and
headed home...

i slept wen i got home...
i guess its the effects of
sleeping late last night...

so anywayz...
went to eat dinner with my parents
after i got up...
so now...
here some shit for me...
manU lost to ManCity...
wtf!!!
haiz...
dunch wanna talk about it...